mY tHoUgHtS...mY fEeLiNgs...mY LiFe....

Dear Leno...

Sowi that I havent been nice to you lately...I havent been keeping up myself well by not updating my blog. especially touching you....its been such a long time since 8th May...I have been so busy with my life that suddenly yesterday....I was so tired that I dragged myself to bed early..(8pm).Just rememembered that I havent ISYAK...I awake 1:30am, to complete my last prayer...seeking Allah to show me the right path and asking him to ease my worriness....

I dont know why but suddenly I felt so lousy...after my yesterday, a day meeting at Melaleuca....Too many things suddenly keep rushing through my mind and that I tell myself that I must make it by hook and crook......LAW OF ATTRACTIONS.

Life seems to be very exciting and fills with loads and loads of activitives since I found someone...out there....He is beginning to feel up my life and I hope to be able to make it with him this time till end of my life...Remember the 2nd chance I wrote before? I guess my 2nd chance is here...I would like to grab it at my own pace..... We both face the same music in our last life and hope that this time if we both make it...I hope it will be in tune hereafter.

Remember about JAPAN?...Yes! my dream ...I didnt make it this time...cos the $ which I asked for is beyond their budget...So what! I must keep my standard high..Nevermind, Allah knows what lies ahead for me and what is best for me...I keep praying the best to come for me.

Since I know Tiara and Diluka.....they feel up my life....almost night after night, me & Tiara, have not stop seeing each other and communicating....as though she is my BOYFREN...she's a real fun and dont know how to describe her...no wonders people around her be it man or woman loves this woman call TIARA.....she's wonderful and words could not be describe.....I go crazy with her when we see each other...I hope our friendship will last ever!!

Diluka..you are my most MR COOL..ever.but sometimes I felt that you so cool that I need to give you a push..so sorry about that....I hope my expectations about life on you is not too hard ya....Its just me and maybe I am too ambitious because I want to make the best of life while I live.for you and me......Time waits for no man and I want to fulfill what I want with you as soon as I can......we must make it together-gether quickly!!!

I knew I havent spend too much time with my family and my sisters lately...Yesterday was good, finally got to take Bak & mak out for window shopping and having lunch together at Banquet Raffles Hospital....savour on their favourites FISH & CHIPS and Bak favorite Yong Tau Foo....mak enjoyed window shopping at Arab Street...she's looking for my sis Salamah and Bro Sid sejadah as a house warming gift...Yes, they have moved last week on 10th May to nearby neighbourhood, Commonwealth...they are both lucky couple to have another chance to build their nest high high up on the air...34th Floor with an excellent bird eye view of West Coast Sea..fantastic view!!Right choice they make and I wish them Happiness Always in their new home...Congratulations.

Been busy....Melaleuca meetings, movies, makans....concert! wow! what an enjoyable time I had this busy May month...To share with you Must watch movie for the year "Ayat-Ayat Cinta"---touching love story...not sure if it will make you cry but I did...watch it twice.......Concert...PRamlee the muscial...Nice and entertaining...Tiara remember I told you that how nice if we can double date.one day...Finally we did going to PRAMLEE concert together-gether, the 4 of us...By the way congratulations on your Anniversary on last 12th May....I pray that both of you can make it together -gether very soon despite the long distance relationship, k..I believe you can make it...

Have since put a little...have been keeping late nights and makan also...Feel guilty havent been doing brisk walking for ages since I fell ill...besides the food , I am happy now....I am setting my goal and hope I can accopmlish some of my goals before end of this year...step by step with patience and trust in the mighty one, I am doing better and better each day...I feeling better now after pouring all my feelings to you Leno....

Better sleep now,..looking forward for another great day tomorrow...I am planning to spend my time alone or maybe with.....Going to the Beach....to do some soul searching and schedule my plans for the month ahead...need to review about my life quickly as I have not done this for awhile......

Catch up again! Cheers!

BUBBLES!

PARTY TIME WIZ SARAH NUHA!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LITTLE SARAH & MAYA!

Sarah Nuha turns 1year old last 19th April. She is the youngest of all of my 16 nieces and nephews..in total I have 10 nephews and 6 nieces..age range between 33yrs ~1year old...With combination of my own family of 11girs and 1boy , we can form at least. 2 football teams:)..not forgetting there are 2 great grand children from my 2nd oldest Nephew Mohamed Nadzlan a boy 3years old and 2year old girl.....a big big family indeed!

Nuraida, my sister decided to hold a small family gathering and Sarah Nuha 1st Birthday party at their residence in Dover Crescent. We had tea party with invitation guest, Mars & 2 girls, Ghazidah & Son, Miho, Nur's mum in law and Suraimi Niece , Nur Zulaikha who happened to have same birthday as Sarah's...what a coincidence!!!

Nur prepared simple meal, grilled honey chicken, mum contributed Bee Hoon Noodle..and she orderd pizza and we had some salad prepared by Kakak. Simply decorated with Balloons and Birthday party banner...Sarah's really excited and as usual she entertained us with her dance and action ! We all had fun watching all the children, especially Maya, Shireen's daughter, she is unusually very very well behaved!..she did not cry but enjoyed with the rest....by the way, Maya was born a month earlier before Sarah and her birthday falls in March...we had the Birthday cake for Sarah & Maya , too

Everyone enjoyed the children party.....Alhamdulilah all ran well!

My Creations...

I mentioned in my profile that I am not an academic person , but I am a art person full of creativity....thats me..

Yap, mananged to steal some time to experience FOLKART on plain IKEA stools, tables and coasters...These are my creations.


I like to do something with my hands..from writing, painting (hse painting...at least last time 2years once I painted my house)..folkart, card making, sewing...tried quilting...a super single bed cover...still in progress..This is quite a big project and I did it when I was depressed 3years ago.

Despite that I mananged to finish a super single bed cover(Cant believe myself)...Now awaiting for the final roung of Batting (to put the insertion of cotton into it) and finished the final sewing...

Its all hand quilt and very very hard work. I will show you in the blog when it is ready.


Here's some pictures of my creations....anyone care to order???

Thanks Emak! For the special treat !

Its a culture in Creative Tours that staffs will buy lunch or tea for their colleagues when one get promotion or hit their golden years in Creatives Tours (5yrs,10yrs,15yrs, 20yrs ...). We had our AGM (Annual General Meeting) held last 16thy April , I got my maiden promotion with CTS and that I had promised my department to give them a lunch treat..I decided PULUT KUNING is my choice of meal...

Why PULUT KUNING?...it is significant in Malay culture or the Javanese to prepare them for any thanks giving occasion to celebrate an auspicious day like wedding, engagement, cukor rambut or other achievement one had. For me, I specially like PULUT KUNING. I missed eating it and didnt have it for ages...I sort of crave for it and this time round have a good reason for asking Emak to cook for me.

I should have cooked it myself but I am not good at estimation of over 10 people for makan...so Emak is my rescuer!!! She did for the sake of love...and love cooking...EMAK banyak2 terimakasih for the Effort I really appreciated it..she is ever ready to cook it!

This morning, had all my 22packets of rice neatly packed and had to transport in a cab.

Despite all the effort, I am happy that all the girls at work happy with my lunch treat and what they ask for next....Emak Nasi Lemak Special wrapped in Banana Leaves.....Girls, I will take my next order than!...this time chargeble ah..!

Wanna thank my dearest Emak for making my day and making my colleauges tummy happy and also making the girls to sleep after eating because they said it was the best lunch ever and that they had been over fed!

An Evening at Little India...with Pu3Tiara..Ala Bollywood!

Finally its Friday! Me and Tiara fixed ourselves to jalan-jalan to Little India...We wanted to go as Tiara needs to survey for DVD player and Ala Bollywood Baju for her 1st son Ameen's wedding in October. Its gonna be a big event for her and she told me her dream is to buy one and wear it for this auspicious day...she's a real fan of Shahrukkhan....die hard fan lah!..

I tagged along and we enter the 1st shop to try on the outfit,...3 pieces, red/black, turquoise/yellow and pink/yellow....The most suitable on her is the 2nd piece...I love it too...We got pretty good deal for that piece..It is stunning on her....we took oppurtunity to capture on the sony cyber..(..apa lagi posing/posing lah!!hahahah!..)

She got a good deal and grab the piece right away.

We had dinner, me ate chapati and Tiara Masala Dosai...yum! yum! yum!(sorry Diluka..you missed the fun!)..We jalan2 to "Rumah Mustapha"...and scout for the DVD player, checking model and prices....

The evening ends with another funfilled Friday Night Fever! Tiara thanks for an enjoyable evening with your non-stop humour, you make my day as bright as the stars!!